simple. sensuel. the volk

Thursday, January 24, 2008

i woke up at 520 today
got so tired
i went to sleep after i came back from sch immediately till dinner
yeah
crazy right
and i reached sch at seven
madness
thats like way before when my father usually fetches me
yeah
all cos i estimated the time wrongly i need to wake up
):<
yeah
felt so cheated
yeah
and my com is like sucky now
dont know what happened to it la
argh
yeah
anw
past few days have been so so
yeah
like boring man
its tiring
yeah
i am beginning to get a taste of how preparations for a levels
actually its not like theres a lot of hwk compared to promos last year
but its just tiring
cos i sleep rather late everyday
yeah
hopefully my migraine wont be that bad as last time
listening to rascal flatts's what hurts the most is so depressing
yeah
oh
congrats to janice for getting eight points yeah
i havent ask the others yet
:X
oh yeah
hopefully my section juniors can stay
yeah
they seem nice la
i want the section to stay big too
:D

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

;blueberry
9:42 pm

Saturday, January 12, 2008

omgggggg
second week of sch and i am already this tired
i really want to cry
monday was just intro and stuff
blah blah blah
tuesday too
i love my tuesdays cos my lessons end at 1140
hope when the new timetable comes out it wont be changed
wed was like quite boring too
had to play for the cca thing in the afternoon
i didnt receive ryan's message to bring the fiesta shirt
okay
think my phone is really screwed
cos i cant receive a lot of my friends' messages too
tsk
thursday was @#$%^&*()
in the morning had mass pe
ran 2.1km at lucky heights there
afterwards we had to change into our BLOUSES
can you imagine how sick the feeling is
right after pe we had to wear blouses
tsk
econs ppt was more of like get-it-over-and-done-with
yeah
then last lesson was at 210
waited till 440 for make-up pe k
the teachers really want to torture us
even after knowing most of us had pe before that
at first we needed to run six rounds
but the teachers were kind enough to make us run only three
THANK GOODNESS
cos after every round
we had to do some exercises
first round- 59 jumping jacks
second round- 25 situps
third round- 20 pushups
me and rach couldnt stop laughing during the pushups
cos we thought everyone looked really pathetic
like we had to shout ONE TWO THREE
like prisoners being punished or sth
hahaha
yeah
part two of make-up pe seemed pretty easy
30 mins medicine ball training
BUT YOU CAN PRACTICALLY FEEL THE EFFECTS AFTER ONE DAY
my neck and shoulders hurts like mad now
argh
yeah
friday was okay
didnt have lunch until like three plus
mrs loo was so kind to give me cookies
:DDDD
chocolates somemore!
hahaha
band was quite fun
cos we only sightread pieces
theres two new j1s!
kenneth and jeryl
yeap
both from tkss
yeah
anw
got home at eight plus
dinner at eight thirty
i slept at like nine thirty to ten
woke up
tried to study
but couldnt so i went to sleep again
was seriously damn tired
i think its cos of the makeup pe
yeah
okay
gonna sleep somemore later in the day
(((:

;blueberry
8:08 am

Sunday, December 30, 2007

i havent been blogging!
hahaha
yeahhhhh
i actually felt like abandoning this blog
but since i have nth to do now
i shall update for fun!
:D

27 nov
crescent's musical evening 2007!
i am really glad i played for alumni band
yeah
even though i was really exhausted cos of all the band prac and stuff
it sure did bring back memories
yeah
saw lots of ppl
oh oh!
and i like playing pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest
damn cool!
:)))
hahaha
love the part where the organ started to blast
hah
yeah

30 nov
MY BIRTHDAY
:DDD
hahaha
ego
-___-
oh wells
i didnt really have a happy one
cos ....
but i think my friends really cheered me on that day
yeah
heh

15 dec
TJ FIESTA MOOZIC
i think i screwed up during the concert
oh wells
but it was fun
yeah
oh!
i saw sy nearly trip over the steps
i was like O.O on stage
she told me during intermission that she nearly fell down
i was like "i saw..."
then she said "dont laugh!"
hahaha
anw
thanks for the sunflower!
yeah
oh
rach py chris sam mich came!
hahaha
yesssss
thanks so much for the flower!
:DDD
its a white daisy right
i think the wrapping is very pretty
i still keep the flower!
it hasnt dry up yet!
rach,thanks for the statue of liberty cookie from new york
yeap
damn cute
and the icing is really sweeeeeeeeeeeeet
my parents came too
i thought they wont want to come cos.....
oh well
:)))

been watching anime and drama this holidays
i mean there is nth much for me to do when band prac takes up like most of my holidays
dont blame me for saying that there are days where there's no band
i need to rest on those days right
i am not a robot or what
yeah
one more day left to 2008
two more days to sch reopen
damn
i just realised i havent finish my holiday hwk yet
but who cares
i bet like most of my classmates never complete them too
just COPY
:))
hahaha
yeah
shall end this post with my 2008 resolution

1.i want to be wiser
2.i want good grades for a levels
i sound damn nerdy ahhh
3.to be more confident
4.more friends :))
5.to get a nice job after a levels
6.to learn japanese after a levels
7.not to be lazy
8.to learn how to cook
9.how to bake
10.to pick up tennis again

;blueberry
10:40 am

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

wth
been really tired
yeap
sunday had cousin's wedding all the way till midnight
could only sleep at like two
and i have to wake up at 730 for sectionals
yeah
and dont know for what reason
i woke up at 530
band was really tiring man
yeah
anw
rushed to city hall to meet my aunt and sis
supposed to meet at 645
but i was late
reached there at 7 instead
-___-
yeah
and i was like hungry and sleepy
argh
went to crumpler to get sis's laptop cover
she wanted green
but its like out of stock
and we kept going back there cos of her
its not like a damn green cover will suddenly appear right
rahhhh
yeah
and after dinner
you can say i was like walking and sleeping at the same time
I AM VERY TIRED
argh
so yeah
went home at ten plus
after that talked to sy on the phone for a while
yeah
i realised i havent get to go out for like one day
and two weeks of holidays have passed???
seven more weeks to sch reopen
sounds a lot
but it is quite short actually
yeah
sigh
STOP LOOKING BEHIND MY BACK
its not like you are not staring at this screen
then stop saying you are not peeping at what i am doing
not like i dont know you keep lookin ov er my shoulder
freak
argh

;blueberry
8:31 am

Friday, November 09, 2007

just came back from band!
:D
first time i actually am happy after band
hahaha
its a miracle!
anw
bomb suggested that we should go town and watch some movies after band or sth
hahaha
i want!
i havent watch movies for agessssssss
hmmmmmm
yeah
just realised like all my friends are going on super long holidays
peiyen from 7 to 21 nov
chris 11 to 22 nov
rach 27 to 9 dec
rahhhh
lucky pigsssssss
and i will have nobody to call or talk to
:((((((((
yeah
anw
yesterday shopping with my aunts was quite fun
hahaha
yeah
didnt get my black skinnies with zip from far east
butttttttt
they reserved one for me in haji lane
(((((((((:
hahaha
yay yay yay!
hahaha
yeap
rach wants the purple one
i know why!
cos she thinks that the shopkeeper is hot
hahaha
okay la
but he is a bit too old
like thirty
HAHAHA
yeahhhh
anw
after band
its like ryan was asking which day we want for sectionals
he was like "lets vote"
me jeryl and aida wanted it on a band day
only ryan wants it on a non-band day
and he is like "okay.i think we shld ask tommy"
wth!
unfair
hahaha
anw
i lied to him my cousin's wedding is on 12 nov
hahaha!
and he actually believed
its on 11 nov actually
yeap
in the end i felt guilty for leaving aida behind
so i told him the truth
hahaha
so funny!
so guilible!
am listening to won't go home without you now
i like!
the video is like really depressing in the ending
yeah
its like the only decent song maroon 5 came up with
i think its actually quite sweet
the rest are like disgusting
hahhaa
the lyrics i mean
yeap
holidays are killing me
but i dont want school to start either
yeah
there is nth for me to do during holidays
oh
and i just realised my birthday falls on a band day
suckssssssssss
hahaha
yeah
wth man
hahaha
sounds quite mean la
maybe i shld go out at night
hahaha
yeap
rahhhh
very tired now
shld go sleep soon
heh

;blueberry
9:27 pm

Monday, November 05, 2007

HAHAHA
i AM evil!

yeahhhh right

anw
i feel like deleting this blog
or at least lock it
finished op
yeap
LIKE FINALLY
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
heh

(me)EEEEEEE.WHATS THAT SMELL
(alethea)YUCKS
(aston)oh.sorry.i got no toilet.

HAHAHA
my lips got really dry during op
hahaha
yeahhhh
and my pronunciation got weird
luckily i recovered after that
i feel really sorry for aston la
yeah
i mean he like screwed his presentation and q and a
yeap
i am not being hypocrital
but its like he is my group member afterall
yeah
after pw went to eat with ryan tommy chris and daryl
gosh
the guys are DAMN FUNNY
you dont need to talk
you just need to listen to them
and you will really LAUGH
hahaha
yeap
ate at macs
and they kept suaning each other
and everyone at macs was like staring at us
cos we talked too loudly
hahaha
took train home
when i got home i flopped onto the bed
was really tired man
think i used up all my energy for op
so i am not going chalet
even though i want too
tskkkk
this week will be a busy one!
again!

tuesday- eye checkup in afternoon.chalet at night (no escape theme park for me :( and i want to play daytona again!)
wednesday- band ARGH from ten in the MORNING to ten AT NIGHT (tj and crescent alumni)
thursday - aunt is bringing my sis and i out to buy birthday presents (((((:
friday - band AGAIN RAHHHHHHHHH
saturday - crescent alumni band
sunday - cousin's wedding

rahhh
and i havent start holiday hwk yet
okay
i sounded nerd
but i never like to start things late
rather get it over and done with
yeap
going to rebond my hair in holland v after concert!
yay!
i want to cut my hair
its getting really long
and my ponytail is like so ---
hahaha
yeap
i am waiting for 30 days of night
hahaha
i want to watch!
looks scary
and the rating is to be advised
ah
but even if its nc-16 i can watch too!
hahaha
i still remembered my first nc-16 film!
BLOOD DIAMOND
and sy cried in the movie
gosh
wth
-_______-
hahaha
yeahhh
but it was really sad
yeah
okayyyyy
i still cant believe it!
PW IS REALLY OVER
this yr is OVER
woots~~

;blueberry
7:14 pm

Friday, November 02, 2007

Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.

-daughtry, over you

i really like this song!
:D
kept playing it over and over again
hahaha
wed's halloween party was fun!
yeap
its funny to see your classmates in weird costumes
hahaha
and i was kind of freaked out by rachel
cos i dont really like jesters and clowns
hahaha
oh
and km really looks like my dad when he was young
except his hair is not that PONG
hahaha
yeap
too much to write
but i really had fun!
next monday's op!
finally
this stupid thing is ending
(((:

;blueberry
9:54 am